Romance.... Lost

Whenever I watch TV or movies and there is an overly romantic lead male it gives me this deep feeling of sadness in my chest. It's not that I don't have a great boyfriend, I do! It's just that I have never had a guy do the disgustingly romantic stuff that you see in the movies. It leaves me with this stupid ache, you know the one! The one that nags at you screaming you deserve that, how come your guy doesn't do that for you? Ahhh this is the shit that makes girls go crazy! Why does Hollywood make these guys? Are girls supposed to have terrible neuroses about how unromantic our real lives are? It just isn't fair. Do truly romantic men really exist? And if so where? God damn it! Tell me!!!!

It's not just Hollywood. I am lucky enough to have parents who married right out of high school and are still married. Like any couple they have had their ups and downs, but over the years I've seen what a good marriage really looks like. I've also been witness to my fathers many romantic moments with my mother. Ewww that sounds gross! No I haven't been there for all the gory details. But I listened as my mother read a poem that my dad wrote for her. He has made her beautiful birthday cakes, surprised her with flowers, and has on many occasions cooked absolutely wonderful dinners with the candles and all!

So I'm just going to throw this out to the world and see if I get anything back!

Where is my bed of roses? I would love to be surprised with some super luxurious vacation to an exotic destination. Cook me a dinner on a night that I would least expect it. Back rubs! I think that I deserve a little bit of romance. Example my ex husband proposed by giving me a box and saying here's your ring do you want to get married? WTF! Get creative and romance me. All girls like it every once in a while!!! And no I don't mean your bad romance. I've had enough of those to last a life time!